Nicholas "tentative" Howes

This is what they are calling me these days.

"Can we meet Wednesday, Nick?"
"Maybe."

"Are you about Saturday?"
"Maybe."

It is so funny being in a time when everything is tentative and no arrangement is concrete. I have had a few things this week that I would normally prioritise that took place out of Coventry, but with baby due any time, I've not gone to. Then there are all the local happenings that I'm saying "might be there, might not!". I like to be fairly committed, reliable and decisive so this is strange waiting time.

I am so excited about our baby finally arriving though. Having had Eden now for a year and a half, looking back it's been such fun to get to know her, see her personality develop and watch as she moves rapidly through so many stages of development. To start that again at the same stage, only with a totally different person who will have his/her own personality, smile, way of laughing etc.

Well, as soon as we have any new pics, I'll put some up here, meanwhile, keep praying for that healthy, swift and less painful birth.

(and if you know my sister, Moira, pray for her too cos she's in the middle of being induced with her 3rd child...so far its been 2 1/2 days with nothing happening!)